just finish eating my dinner ,dunno wat going to do again.
nowadays never work le seem bored .
i wanna go back work life .

i go work hubby dunno still will at outside noe nw ger ant.
if i never work how we going to live ?
which way i should be choose ?
can someone rell mi wat to do ?

Till now haven sleep cos cant sleep at all .
so many things in my heart wanna ask but ask le still quarrel .
better keep it de rest ba.
just finish quarrel with u n i have enough of everythings.

let mi tell u now alright!
if u find better den mi den u can just kindly let go my hand .
i dun wanna be fool always fool by u guys.
enough is enough of hurt.
if u really wanna chance n let give each other this last chance .
hoping wat u have done dun let it happen again can u?
pls love mi with ur heart nt ur mouth can?
pls think of mi while u enjoy n am working hard for u.
i always giving u de best n u should noe it urself .

BITCH WEN JING which working at boat quay pub name THE NEXT STOP !
finally i noe where u work n i belived using this kind of reason get guy no is BITCH
say wat ur boss wans u gal hit target n get my hubby no.
let mi telling u i xiner work in night life more den u okay.
if u dare come to mi , if i have chance i will tell ur boss how u throw ur pub name.
for mi u think u r itch ba n maybe nt pretty den will do all this , i can understand la XIAO MEI MEI.
we shall see who ever read my blog will go down see u pretty or not los.
so fucking angry with this BITCH .let wish someone will teach her alright

Thanks uncle cab sending mi home n tell mi alots of things.
i will slowly see how guy change de .thanks sry today u cant have much cust .
hoping will see u outside when i gt money n i treat u back ok =)
shall look for day job n stop being night life.
if nt hubby going to pack n run le ...

Always hoping to have peaceful life but cant have it..
howcome god is so unfair to mi ?
have done anythings bad till u have to make mi suffer so much?
have new job but relationship is mess .

hubby i really hope u will stop making mi stress hao ma ?
i just wan peaceful did u noe wat is peaceful mean!
i allow u have fiends which is ger .
but why must u send de wen jing to work ?
she have noone to ask for help must be u ?
she onli have u this friend which have bike to send her?
she work n yet no money take cab ?
wat de hell she wan ! can she just tell mi or someone give mi answer.
i am working hard to give u all de best n yet u hurt mi just like that.
maybe u never seen how i work n how i drink so hard while working ba.

anyway just put it aside everything.
hold my tears n stay strong for de rest of life.
my work place start work from 7pm-3am.
anyone wanna come n just text mi .
u guy come down open bottle den i will earn some too.
hoping to see my friends coming down find mi .
alright have to rest le.
gd night !

Those pic i upload is hubby birthday pic.
last night go bishan catch prawn,enjoy n chat alots of stuff.
hoping hubby is happy abt last night stuff.

anyway i have myself new job n i hope working new place i will be more happy.
find new job n pay low down le . but anyway off work at 3am .
sound more relax right shall see alright.

just nw went to skin center see doctor.
finish seeing n quarrel with hubby.
i allow u have ger friend n let u text them .
but i thinking howcome her eye pain ur text give mi de feeling u wannna go down find her de feeling.
hoping u will think abit for mi .

to this ger who stay close with my hubby .
i hope u can pls dun get so near to him .
i dun like it n i hate de way he treat u seem better den mi .
we going to get married this year n hope u pls dun think anythings of him.
i dun wan cos of u stupid ger n i quarrel with him .
find other guy dun ever find soong jia long, he belong to mi ye peixin onli!

nowadays happen too many stuff .
i dunno wat should i do again,i have quit my night job .
did not take my pay n i just quit it.
ppl who read my blog sure say that am is stupid person.
i have my reason to do this way.

now have to look for another job again.
am stress so much but no ppl will understand my feeling.
new year coming n march need to pay bike stuff .
so many things for mi to handle , i have enough.

hubby oso keep quarrel with mi .
keep saying those not nice words that i have other guy outside.
saying mi never spent time with him.
i already say it clear i gt my own friends too.
why cant i have my own life n way?
last time de ni never tie mi up but nw u start to tie mi up le.
i am so tired n cant cope outside life u noe?

-xiner n joel her best friend at work-


-xiner mei n sharon jie-

just wake up n still early so use com first ..
just get pay but seem going gone again.
wed going for skin center n monday going for hair stuff.
hubby birthday i dun mind spent money cos one year one time.
but i wun spent over 100 cos have to save for rest of de day.

yes la bro(dyon)sharon is coming , super happy.
cant wait till de day n i wanna take alots of pic with them n hubby :)
let wait n see pic alright reader :)

work still de same but getting no ppl nowadays cos new year coming.
so bored during work .but have to drink everyday seem sian liao lo.
always drinking till i get use n seem like my past life always drink.
sometime choose nt to drink oso .
alright gt to stop here :)

Next week am going to be busy .
monday going for hair colour next next week for hair up =)
hoping pic coming up i will be pretty okay..

am waiting for next week cos have alots of fun things.
hubby birthday will be celebrate at bishan prawn there n some bbq.
sharon will be join with us ..
hope hubby will enjoy , those who saw my blog n wanna come text mi alright.
i will be prepare for food .

just wake up going to prepare for work again ..
last night stone for long hour n finally finish work .
work seem stress mi again n again ,who can bring mi out of sadness?
guess wun be anyone ba. have to face my life myself.

hubby still in camp dunno tonight he coming out ant?
if he coming out i oso wun have chance to see him .
cos busy with my work :(
next week is hubby birthday start to plan his stuff nw.
planning next week how to celebrate for him.
hoping he will enjoy n happy.

wun be in club next week .shall see mi in club on 3th =)
drink n drink forget abt everything =)

sorry for super update abt my life again..
nowadays my relationship seem somethings wrong,dunno wat hubby thinking in his mind.
i just noe that nw my life is work when off day acc him awhile den i go enjoy.
but hubby is different his thinking is i always go enjoy n left him alone.
am working just one week one time off onli i just wish to enjoy n i got acc him too.
wat he wan can he be more understanding ?
wat de fuck in his mind keep tell mi izzit u noe guy den u become like this ?
hello am telling u noe la .
i never change heart just wanna enjoy n relax izzit wrong ?
i dunno wat is in ur mind nowadays .
i been stress did u noe ? if i tell u oso no point cos u wun understand how i feel.

can someone tell mi wat to do ? pls pls i dun wanna give up in this relationship.
but am really scare that i cant take it n i will really give up .
i noe am i doing oso, my off day i oso acc u awhile den at night u will be resting den i go enjoy oso cant . hiza no ppl will understand this fucking feeling onli mi ba

just nw hubby bring go yishun have dinner walk walk n back wld walk.
after that meet friend awhile n back home.
i really feel like go find friend chat chat but he seem not happy .
so stay at home . nw he is sleeping n i like one stupid cant sleep alone using com.

dun wish to say more just be alone n cool down ba .
be a stupid alone using com n watch tv .
seem all ppl already sleep .

today is sun :)
so fast one week is ending n tml is monday .
thinking will wed is my off day?
let hoping wed is ba..

this few days am so busy with my work.
thinking today will be busy ? shall see.
hate de stupid person ppl eating oso keep telling us to eat fast.
stupid u ...hate u alots.

just finish bath n start using com .
cos still time for mi to prepare for work ..
today is sat days seem pass fast :)

last night work is busy n time pass fast too.
dun de stupid which everytime drink den start scold ppl.
onli noe how to tell us have we finish our job?
talk so much still dun wanna help just sit there watching.
super angry but just keep for myself.
i already finish my job so i talk with cust oso get scold by her.
angry angry b angry .
can understand u have no ppl to talk with that why say mi right?
alright i will never forgive u .

hubby this morning fetch mi to boat quay meet ah lau they all.
first saw them i already vomit out cos cant take it drink too much.
but i never drunk at all, just vomit so that i feel better .
wento jez working place look for her :)
saw her chat awhile n left le .
alright finish everything am head home with hubby.

hubby thanks for de mac ding dang .
hubby i love u u will always give mi de best right ?
i love u jia long

last night am back to work :)
having fun n saw one new stuff name joel..
chat n joke with him .
okay la his ppl , but still dun trust ppl so much ..

thinking going to extend my hair .
cos new year coming n i need to bun up my hair again.
downstair all dun have sia , thinking next week off go do ba.
thinking am extend will be ugly ma? shall see alright ?
if ugly pls let mi noe ..

hubby nowadays is busy with his camp stuff .
really no time seeing each other sometime.
i miss him badly my onli hubby ..

wed just go down ph :)
enjoy my life back again .
let see next week off day when den go club again ..

just wake up from lala land ..
OMG i sleep till nw guess that am so tired..
last night work till half way see doctor cos having fever again.
went sgh with spider n joey .
thanks for acc mi go see doctor :)

doctor say i have no enough sleep that well fever .
ask mi rest more too.
thinking should i go work nw ?
i stay at home nothing to do oso .
rather go work can have money right ??

today alots of ppl off oso .
wanna go work to spent my time..
hubby in camp tml den he will be back..
miss hubby alots n alots..

just finish prepare going to work soon.
so fast off n mc day have pass :(
let start work n get pay soon ..

last night go for cine watch movie n went down work place.
super sian while at there but lucky time pass fast.
den back wld meet ah lau they all awhile back home .
lala land :)

miss hubby badly thinking tml wake up can able see him ?
i wanna sleep with hubby n miss hubby kiss.
let thinking how to celebrate hubby birthday .
wanna give him de best n loving birthday

just wake up pus fever recover liao.
thanks hubby for taking care of mi .
today hubby went back to camp n i miss him alots.
hoping hubby can always stay by my side.

working at night life i start to learn alot of stuff .
like cannot trust ppl easy ,cos they like to back stab behide.
learn to be gong gong just do my work talk less.
am thanks to those cust which always treat mi well.
almost everyday will but things for mi .
hope i can stay long in my work n earn more money .

new start in this year,hubby finish army faster.
get better job work hard together .
tat all am asking for.

today is my off day thinking where to go.
so long never go out walk walk liao .

thanks bro brought for mi so many dang ding .
i love them de most thanks.

last night i should be happy end up am crying at my work place.
i dunno how to say it out here.but i feel stress n lost .
dunno wat should i answer ltr.
i onli can say that i never do wrong things that all .
they cannot be unfair for mi doing this stuff.

i like ppl working with mi.but i dun like some too.
i oso dunno wat i saying nw .just feel sad that all.

dyon is back hope to meet him soon.