just wake up not long ,cos last night went in jb ..
send weiting hm n head hm .
wow so tired sleep till just wake up onli ..

today gt one interview but i push till monday .
cos tonight they maybe going to catch prawn so i take it as monday .
hoping monday i can pass n work part time ..
i dun wan full time cos i scare i cant cope it ..
take part time den nothings.

this month going to end again ..
hoping next month will be better alright .

friendship i think that i will stop mix so much ..
dunno who is my best friend oso :(
heart just have babyluv can le ..

today wake up at 10.45am .
wake hubby up to get ready to go causeway have lunch den head to cut hair.
we have mos burger after that i went to interview at pushcart.
but i never tell de person am having 3 month baby le .
just wanna work , if i can cope .
cos dec i really need some money .

if hubby alone work sure cant cope de .
that why i think to go work so that i can oso earn n save up .
no matter how xin ku i will still work .
nw just pray hard i get job soon .

cut new hair n have new life le .
am i right ?
even i cant get use to see myself in short hair but soon i can cope it .
alright tired le wanna rest le ..

oh ya , last night goes check up .
babyluv is growing n seem healthy :)
next month can noe babyluv boy or gal le :)

hie am back to my blog .
today is de first day hubby start working .
hoping he can cope with his work n friends there .

i just back from sing song.
brought three small fish n one big fish .
back ask hubby mom cook ..
n tell her i wanna drink abc soup .
thinking she will cook ba .
am waiting n hungry liao la ..

sunday thanks to those have attend my wedding thanks .
i have prepare so many bbq food end up all go hm :(
most sis take hm de rest throw .
waste my food n money so angry .
anyway is over nth to say le ..

nw is 2.30am am still nt sleepy yet.
but tml morning have to have up early to tao payoh for my HDB stuff.
hoping tml i can able to wake up early n goes for my stuff.
tml oso is de day hubby interview , let wish he will pass .
i wish he will start to change n acc mi n even think abt babyluv de most nw.
cos in this world i belived not everyone will help us .
we have to stand up ourself.

that alots of stuff in my mind .
somethings i took long way to put it down .
give mi sometime n i wish i can totally forget abt everythings .
i wanna have peaceful life n family .
hoping i can be strong n stay stronger nw ..

[MV]梁静茹 - 《没有如果》完整版

been sometime never update blog ..
cos i have some stuff to done n lazy to use com hahas..

have bad dream n wake up ..
dream abt darling again n wedding date is coming nearer le.
everyone married is happy but i dunno why i dun feel happy at all.
thinking alot of stuff n all is in my mind.
no ones i can share out my thinking n talking things out.
friend turn to not friend anymore .
i dunno why i start changing n change to someone that all things keep to myself.
i scare one day i will turn crazy n really goes mad..

keep thinking is he de right guy for him ?
will he really take care of mi n babyluv well?
will he work hard for us ?
will he change to treat mi better like how we just start in relationship?
alots of stuff in my mind n i dunno who to turn to ..

last time happy de zikko ye peixin is gone .
i cant find myself happy like last time anymore .
all i noe is just blog n tell my feeling in here .
why am i always is de one who thinking so much , n he still act like nothing.
why ar can someone tell mi pls..

darling i text u but u never reply mi at all.
i noe i must stop finding u cos u r happily with someone u love nw .
alright pass have pass n i will stop thinking n dream abt u ..
all things have to face myself nw .

babyluv i onli work hard for u nt other anymore ..

張靚穎Jane Zhang-新不了情(電視版)

am back to my blog :)
nowadays things really bad happen to mi .
i start to have bad mood swing n start to be alone.
dun wish meet friends n dun even care for so much ..
just doing my own stuff,sleep,eat that de day .

monday going back seeing doctor le , hoping everything is alright.
always waiting to see doctor but dunno when date coming am scare ..
dunno that day gt ppl acc mi ant ..
i miss darling n really need her by my side but she seem dun care.
ppl around mi start to change n change till someone that i dunno .
i dunno why all bad things happen beside mi ..

hoping my own house coming soon n i can move out soon ..