How I wish everything is fine n peaceful till I give birth babyluv.
But I Noe is nt easy at all .
My sis just tell mi that my dad dun allow mi to use his cpf .
So nw I have to plan go kk give birth .
If I can't fork out , I will go monthly plan to return.
N I plan to see mp tml see whether they can help mi.
I Noe is hard path way n I hope hubby will oso work hard.
I dun wish onli I put in all de hard work ,just wish he oso will work it out.

All stuff I have plan n hope he can work it out.
I hope he wun mind xinku n just work hard.
Am really tired n lost le .
My family seem throw mi alone to face all de stuff.
In law family oso never help mi at all.
I am human oso need someone to help up.
I nt super woman that wun stress n cry.
How much I cry did they Noe?
Wat is my feeling anyone Noe?
Hope on happy face u guys think am really happy?
I oso have weak point n I can't always stand strong.
Can dun force to de path way I can't turn?
Pls be more understanding pls n I beg You guys .

shag shag :( can someone help mi ?
hubby cant work for his friends dad anymore.
but he say he will go for mac rider n hope he earn more n we can save more.
on dec we have to take out 2.5k !
thinking if he still bahave this way how can we fork out ..
who can help mi ?? can take my head n knock at wall??
i have enough n always trying to be more understanding but he ..
dun wish to say le , if nt i more shag ...

nowadays keep raining n i sleep well .
babyluv is getting heavy for mi to walk far n even sit longer ..
whenever sit longer i still feel pain .
i noe i should have stop smoking but i cant too many stuff to stress le ..
but i smoke less like half stick onli..
thinking after give birth i better go work ..
cos i noe money will never be enough for mi after i give birth le..

alright got to stop here!
wish tml will be better week ba ..

Monday hubby start his work by selling fish at market.
Hope this time he can work longer so that we can save up.
I dun ask for much, just hope he can work long.
Am I asking too much ? Nt right ?

I wanna go for couse n learn stuff .
After give birth can go for work , if nt work ntuc .
I Noe I can't be like last time nt working n enjoy le .
I wanna give my babyluv all de best stuff .
BABYLUV IS MY EVERYTHING.
我爱我的宝宝.
Alright got to stop here .
Wish everythings for mi is save n peace

Just finish mop n change bed sheet if my room .
Wanna do more housework but am tired .
Nowadays getting tired more n more le .

Wed when for babyluv check up :)
everythings is fine n babyluv is BOY .
My weight is 45.5kg but still need put on more weight.
So nw thinking name for babyluv .
Is ade soong nice name ?
Alots of name for mi to choose n I kindna lost.

Hubby I dunno wat he wanna work .
Piss off of him le n give up .
After give birth I think that I go work better .
He still thinking wat he WANs !
Dec is getting nearer n he still seem relax .
WTF sia . Angry to de max .

Alright I got to end here n rest le .

nw already junly so mean that dec coming nearer for mi to see babyluv.
monday i got to start my event job till friday .
from 9-6pm hope i can cope it..
really broke down cos hubby still nt start working ..

so stress but noones noe at all :(
can someone just share my stress with mi ??
everyday act happy u think am happy ??
u think i really wans my life so relax ?
i cant even relax .
still nt yet get money for give birth n even after give birth ..
how ?? who can help mi ??
i dun dare to think n dun even dare to ask ppl help mi ..

let wish next wish will be better day for mi ..