am rot at home again ..
i waiting for this sat to come n soon is my babyluv check up.
cant wait to check babyluv.
hoping this sat i celebrate will have alots of friend turn up.
cos this is de onli time i can catch up more with them .

friends there always have bad n gd.
i have already noe who is my best friend which will stand by mi.
i wish to see my handsome son to come :(
miss him badly n so long never carry him le ..

This morning have bad dream n i shock till wake up
dream that hubby wun wan mi le n look for other ger.
wake up first things is text hubby n tell him.
u noe wat he say ?
he say that dun worry he always will beside mi n wun anyhow.
ya i noe he wun so far ,but when ltr he will ant is himself le.
stop thinking all that n think of my babyluv is impt nw!
even one day hubby dun wan mi,i still got babyluv to go on my life .
alright got to stop here :)

hi am back to blog again :)
this few days never update my blog due to am busy with my wedding stuff.
married is not easy as wat u guys think,so many stuff to handle.
i have to make sure all my friends will turn up los.
cos is far n i already ask friends to go but dunno last min will they say dunno how to go ,so i must sure they going ant.
so got so many things to do n prepare oso.
but de most busy person is my sis n her friend :)

de most i worried is my babyluv.
cos i have abort two time baby,i scare my body wun be strong.
i scare i go for sec check up doctor will say babyluv heart beat will drop.
i dun wanna heard that i wanna have healthy babyluv that all.
i worried n i cant wait to heard babyluv heart beat n see wat doctor say.
faster i wanna go see doctor on 07/06/2010 7pm ..

early morning wake up i dunno why am so mad .
last night while bathing saw that baby sis(ah bao) buy de same shampoo as mi.
one is shampoo other is not ,so am blur n dunno where hubby place my stuff.
so i just took it n use,finish using i put it one side.

when morning wake up saw wat she took her shampoo n out it one side.
i noe that is she buy it herself,must she be so selfish !
OMG first time saw one family which is so selfish.
mad till i post at facebook,have enough of everythings le.

i make up mind n tell myself that.
fine if they dun tc of mi n i will do things myself.
when i get my own house i will fuck off with my family.
when i give birth,soong family wun have more chance to see my child.
wat u guy done to mi ,i will return it to u .
dun ever think that am easy to eat or bully de person.
i just hold on n smile cos i dun wan hubby to stress abt mi .
but if u too over,i wun let act like nothing

This morning wake up by sister call,she say wanna bing mi go see skin doctor again.
so i call ah gal to check whether she wake up ant?
lucky she wake up prepare meet mi to causeway for lunch den we cab down meet my sister.

reach my sister work place we go for some walk n shop while waiting for her.
when she is done we cab down to see my skin doctor.
doctor price cost her 246 le,two more week have to go back again.
hopefully this doctor can able to heal my skin well.
beside wat doctor heal,i oso must do somethings.
home dog n hamster have to clear !!
make sure no dust for mi at all !!

thinking how to get those away?
de most i move out n stay ba,so looking for place nw.
let wish i can able to find one place which hubby n mi can stay.

nowadays hubby busy earn money for mi n baby.
so i oso never anyhow think,just let him be.
cos i noe my hubby will always love mi n baby.

brought from NTUC fish n veg for myself :)
tml wake up can able to cook n eat myself .
hopefully i can able to eat my fish cos is really ex.

alright got to rest am tired le..
will update soon :)

this afternoon went to jurong imm buy wedding ring..
look from shop to shop,making mi so tired.
end up buy at SK .

after buy went eat my dinner :)
but nw is 9pm,am hungry again..
dunno wat should i eat los..
thinking cook n eat but lazy so drinking mike.
am quit smokingle,for sake of babyluv..

plan tml wake up goes market buy fish n goes home cook ba.
so nw have to see how to handle my fish.

am not working anymore cos i have baby le..
plan to get married this year den have child but child come first.
so nw prepare first for married maybe by junly i already married.
hubby treat mi well n really wans married mi.

but am stuck btw my family n hubby family.
my family dun care for for long time but dunno why when i getting married they came out.
wat can i do ??
i wanna have a line btw them .
i really dunno wow .
am lost n stress nw but doctor told mi dun be stress so much .

baby is healthy :)
6 week n 6 day le .
next month 7 goes back for check up again :)

morning reader :) today is my off day again..
i change my blog timing.change till off day den update.
last friday am sick :( flur,fever n head pain.
see doctor n take one day mc.
rest at home whole day no mood go out at all.

sat recover le so go warehouse n work cos is warehouse sales.
keep standing n help cust .
but all de cust wun stop coming till 7pm we close.
after close my have to pack all de stuff nice n head home.
so tired ..

n today tuesday is my off day :)
ltr going to order my birthday cake .
n watch movie with weiting,dobin n hubby ..
dunno why off day i still wake up early .
maybe use to it le ba..hahas.

alright hope this week will be pass fast for my next off day :)

yesterday just finish my off day :)
went down to bugis with weiting dobin jiahao n hubby.
we went there eat steamboat n shop awhile back home.
me n weiting oso book our bbq pit for birthday le..
so on 22th next month will be having my early celebrate ..
thinking who to invite nw ..

shall wait till days coming n plan ba.
yes next week take pay le :)
happy n thinking will it be much ?
am working hard n did not eat snake at all while working.
this thurday on i will be working full time till sunday.
hoping de days faster pass by for me.

hubby sign for me iphone :)
but every month i have to pay de bill ..
wow putting song i really dunno so mess up.
thinking telling weiting help mi ba.

hi am back to my loving blog :)
today finally is my off day so have time to write my blogging .
work in link company which is selling nike , adidas stuff .
i keep changing place to work cos am still training .
even is bored sometime cos no cust but am still can cope..
cant belived they let mi work 6 days of 11 hour n i can cope it .

next month will be my 21th birthday le..
planning to celebrate with wei ting on 22th may which is bbq..
hoping de days faster come cos am taking two days off.
hope can get de two days off too..

alright got to stop here le ..

yes la i get myself job le =)
today wake up early n prepare den alone took train to redhill for interview.
thur start work n will be training at suntec from 1-10pm
after one month training they will put mi at one shop to handle stuff..
let hope i can ren for this one month alright=)

yesterday meet banana n my god son =)
son is growing up le , 5 month ..
he really grow up so fast ..
cant wait to see him walk ...

gd morning =) shock to see mi bloging so early right ?
hahas oso dunno why nw i still cant sleep..
keep day dreaming abt job n some stuff..

ltr will be going POSB bank with hubby,he changing ATM card.
after changing i plan to go causeway for walk n even interview =)
let wish myself can pass interview n get new job alright?
even dun wish work at causeway point but must think of save more.
saving more den i enjoy more right?hahas
joking la..
already start planing some stuff in my mind.
but i dun say out first if not wun come true.
alright got to stop here.

Nowadays i never update blog,cos am always at night went out den morning sleep.
ltr 2pm i will having interview but dunno will i pass ant ?
shall try better den never try right ?
already ask is 5 n half day work,sales retail .
if 5 days work i should take full time.

wanna take course but heard from chantel say must have N level den can take.
why last time i dun study well? now really wish time can turn back n i will study well so that my life wun be so mix up. but wat have happen already happen le.
wat i can do is just face up n dun give up.

all de way i thought am so suay gt this kind of family.
but heard wat xueli tells mi abt angie family,she need more family den mi.
i already so xin fu got hubby which loves mi alots,friends around mi oso treat mi well.so am really xin fu right ?
alright got to stop here.

nowadays i hae no time for blog.. cos always check my mail see gt job intro mi ant.
always meet with weiting n dobin meet slack n talk alots of stuff..

can someone tells mi why human always telling lies?
is there so hard to tell true?
am sad that she telling lies to mi,i dunno how to belived her again.
let time heal up everything den say ba.

monday going to see ah lau le :P
happy mood oso hope i will get job soon.

Am super happy today :) because i can go for interview on friday. Let wish i can pass interview n able start work soon. Dunno why feeling mood swing maybe i have so many problem. Dun ask for much just asking for peaceful life can le .am sure if i wun give up n work hard next time i can get better life.dun ask for rich oso. 5th reaching soon n i need return money le . Darling say she will lend mi hope she really will help mi. Hmmm nothing to blog le sure stop here.

Today wake up at 4 somethings dunno why i wake up so late.
wanna wake up early check at web see gt job ant but seem hard to get.
cash is getting low,need to find cash oso ..
why my life always goes up n down ?
why my life so suck n fuck up ?

ppl always telling mi look on de best side.
say is easy but do is hard,who will understand all this feeling?
guess no ppl will noe ba.

darling i miss u alots.
seeing u with her taking de pic so loving,am really happy for u .
i cant be de selfish person who always hold u by my side which i cant give u happiness. u be with mi always suffer n tears keep droping down.
i wish i can meet u but nw u already gt gf i cant hug u anymore le.
i dun meet u cos i noe i will sure hug or hold ur hand.
alright nth i can do le.darling i wish u all de best

Sat went in jb wei ting house stay till sun den back.
staying there no stress at all n relax oso.
beside eat de rest of time we stay at her place.
hoping next time can go oversea again .

now is time for mi to look for jobs,dunno why every human onli mi always keep looks for job.
am i really so useless?maybe i am right.
dunno wat should i say myself sia.

anyway let hope i faster get jobs soon alright.

stress stress onli this words i can write down.
i dunno wat should i do n wat can i do ?
i dun mind see out here that i own ppl money n i trying find money returning.

look for new jobs i oso need to think abt my skin treatment.
am human why i always fan so much things.
why am others living in gd life den mine ?
why must my mom gives up on living in this worlds n left mi alone face everythings?
why must god be unfair?
i ask so much oso no ppl can help mi at all.
alone stand strong n face,putting happy face infornt of others.
am not srtong like how u guys noe,i just wake but i keep hold on.

so many days never update due to i dunno how to say n update.
most time at home n face show onli,beside watching show nothings i will do le.
if can change everythings i wish i will not be in this worlds.

Is time to update my blog again .
nowadays happen alots of stuff again btw mi n merilynn.
i miss her laugh,smile,hug mi sleep n alots more.
how i noe her n how we been together i wun forget it again.
all abt her i have just keep in mind that all.
i wish i could get her back my side but i dunno whether can .
shall see fate will bring her back anot alright.

hoping next week i can start work.
olay n per hour is 8/,pray hard i can asap start work.
wanna work being at home like stupid like that.
rather go work n time will pass faster.

nowadays i keep going to malaysia,cos going there is relax.
but some movie n show not forgeting cig oso.
den back singapore.
been long time never have gd smile n happy time le.

am feeling down n lost can someone tell mi wat should i do ?
this pic n merilynn my first les gf n will be de last one.
i dunno how should i put btw us too.
nw am relationship in guy
but dunno why when i saw she is in relationship,i dislike it alots n alots.
ppl oso telling mi cant be selfish but wat can i do ?

thinking abt few days i think i should take time forget abt her.
go on life with my own path way.
face those life myself.
nth much i can say no mood at all

been few days never update abt my blog le..
dunnp wat should i write it down .
nowadays nt in gd mood cos somethings happen on mi .

today i never turn to work cos xy told mi that wed n thur her mom going oversea.
call her never pick up n her uncle too.
that why never turn up to work n head to visit someone impt to mi.
since xy already tell hubby that i not need to work for her.
thinking i will be looking for new job.
dunno why since working with xy she always say that her family treat mi well.
ya is ture they treat mi well why must she keep put in her mouth.
everytime heard from her mouth that words,let mi feel that i like own them things.
how should i return by working for them free?
is this way she wans mi return her ?
wun say much just can say work with her stress that all.
dunno is her att wrong or mi ba.
am sure that i have never talk back or use att to her that all.

will be looking for new jobs. hoping get better job n pay lastly wun have problem again.

-sister happy birthday-

sorry reader super long never update my blog le .
cos am busy with work everyday work 10hour n two week off one time.
onli mom n tues am going for skin treatment den can go late at 3pm :)
nowadays finish work head home sleep ,wake up n work.
tat my life nw .

so wish i can goes for some shopping :(
been month never shop le wanna get alots of stuff in my mind.
keep save save n use .
shock right!
i onli spent on fare cig n treatment onli.
de rest i was helping hubby.

hubby is getting well ,tml need back poly .
but he told mi he goes himself,i think he wanna let mi sleep early ba.
thanks hubby buy i will try wake up early acc u if i can.
alright got to end here.

let wish myself getting gd luck n time pass fast for mi to shopping

this morning xy n chantel came up find mi.
was sleeping thinking how come noise , wake up bang door.
wat i always do when noise.
end up saw them inside my room , we will having some funny stuff n keep laughing.

at 10 pus hubby text mi saying he band into another bike.
worried n wanna rush down look for him,but cant :(
need to work so text hubby telling him finish work rush home.
dun heart to work at all,keep making myself busy so that time pass faster.
cook for hubby some food so eat but i never eat dinner.

reach home saw hubby leg n hand heart pain.
freed him eat n shower for him.
my poor hubby nowadays am busy with my stuff cant take of u .
am sorry being a unless wife .
but i will earn alots of money to pay those who we own de money.
lastly not forget repair ur bike for u .
alright got to stop tml having skin center treatment again .

today wake up at 10.30 rush n get myself already n leave home.
my eye was so pain n feel wans to vomit,but i still go work.
left work at 3 pm cab back wlds meet nicholas at 304.
both of us went to see doctor but close so we go FKC eat.
while eating heavy rain :( so slack at there till rain stop.
while slack we go for some foot massage to relax our leg.

De uncle massage till so pain :(
but i still hold on to it .
after that we went to q for doctor .
finish seeing doctor n hubby come fetch me up.
went back 304 n eat dinner n nw hubby is going to get his bike home.
so i be guai guai at home rest.
wanna go but cant cos not enough bike.

alright tml will be going for skin treatment again.

feeling so boring looking at my blog seem so ugly .
so i change again myself .
tml going to work le ,been rest for three days should be enough :)
tml work at 11 am,dunno why i be going late again ?
till now i still using com .

last night went boat quay with roger bao cheng hubby n xy.
went up to drink again .
xy brother was with his friends at V3 so i run there awhile.
took some pic with them n rush back acc hubby.
drink till they closing n slack till 6 take cab home.
wake up at 7pm bath went 19 eat with hubby.
meet chee chaun under his block chat den head home .

wow now already 1.39am i still cant sleep die le los :(
scare tml cant wake up sia

last night came xy house with hubby .
eat steambost together n chat play com , thanks xy bro helping mi done my blogskin:)
he oso treach mi how to change.

hubbby n i slept over her place n slack over.
even not much ppl here but we still enjoy n having our own fun .
we even bath here too :)

wow miss home alots,thinking tonigth will be staying home.
plan to watch movie but i feel like sing k :(
alright i got to stop here :)

i wake up late for work,i have change to work longer hour.
uncle who always cook not longer working anymore that why i need to go down early.
pass few days no chance update cos am tired n i always sleep late.sorry -_-

let mi say pass few doing wat alright :)
goes to sing k with xy n hao n one friend,enjoy for 1 hour n goes to work.
finish work go down hao work place slack till 3am den head home rest.
super tired,cos next day have to wake up early to go skin center for treatment.
when treatment head down to work till 10pm.
thanks hubby turn up to fetch me finish work :)
reach home bath n change bed sheet den goes to my lala land.

wake up at 10.30am that why i say am late for work again.
cos start at 12 den yet i still at home update my blog relax awhile.
alright get myself prepare n head for work .
enjoy pic that we sing k okay :)

Is time for mi to update my blog , am tired de but still wanna blog.
last night alots of friends come up our house play 21 :)
xue ying mi n some ppl win money ..
hubby working so while i playing .
when saw hubby back home am super hubby n i love hubby lots de.
wow this month is mi n hubby 11 month le .
next month is years le wor :)

today wake up at 12 noon watch some show till 2 pus get ready for skin center.
after skin center i come back wld meet dyon at causeway .
having some tea break den hubby call mi up.
hubby wans mi follow him goes to see PGM .
hmm shall update here !

just came back from work not long ago .
bath n start using com n oso update my blog =)

For mi i dunno whether izzit a gd news to share with readers.
hubby wan2 change bike again to PGM.
hubby friend is buying our bike n soon hubby getting new bike.
oso dunno why hubby wanna change since he like CBR so much.
anyway he happy can le .
hoping getting new bike wun cost alot,cos i wanna save up.

i planning to go holiday in next month or maybe hubby ORD..
wanna get out from sg n go other place relax.
been stress so much nowadays but keep it to myself .
work n work but cant see my money at all.
where all my hard work money gone ?
alright is okay work hard more n hoping can see my money.
alright got to rest n get ready for tml=) gd night!

today wake up at 12.30pm,cos lazy to wake up for work.
wake up text xy but she never reply,play com bath n head for work myself.
during work seem bored keep text with hubby n do all stuff .
lucky timr pass fast n finish work.

hubby will be stay in camp till thur am sad.
miss him badly but when reach home saw him at room,super happy =)
watch awhile tv n cook myself dinner .
wanna play facebook but cant log in dunno why :(

hiza think is time for mi to bath n prepare for bath time.
cos tml have to wake up early for skin center n for work .
so wish one day i can be rich den not need to worry for money stuff.

last night went to oasis with alots of friend.
am sorry de pic is blur cos alots of ppl is smoking in there.
but we do enjoy all night till closing .
if i not wrong we open 5 bottle of martell .
drink n play games ,chat,dance n drink again .

hubby is so tired n he still sleep.
am waiting for xue ying den head to work =)
alright finish update gt to go .

today never go work cos hubby auntie n uncle is coming so took off .
think back i should not took off as in so bored over here.
so wish time can turn n i will be going for work .
anyway is okay tml on shall work hard for it ..

thinking tonight will be heading where?
shall see xueying alright =)
xue ying text mi n telling mi she brought for mi one cloth .
thanks gal i love it alots n alots .

now am at jason phan house update my blog .
cos hubby n friends r over here n play 21 .
let update wat happen to mi today first alright =)

wake up at 10am text xueying for work,lucky she is awake :)
prepare myself n head down to nort point meet her for lunch n head work.
first time reach so early which is 1 pm,wow am gd gal right ?hahas
reach there wash those stuff cook n stone den end work le.
finally one day is gone =)

reach jason phan house with xueying .
eat steamboat n hubby play 21 ,YES WE WIN =)hahas.
thinking tml xue ying will be off from work ba.
so no matter wat i will go down n earn more money .
alright got to stop here n play facebook =)

just wake up not long .shall rest awhile n prepare go for my skin center.
so many off day guess tml will be start work le.
dunno should i happy or sad cos start work soon cant acc hubby that much.

last night wanna go meet xueying at jason phan house cos pass her cloth back.
keep wake hubby up but cant so i prepare den took bus there myself.
who noe he wake up text say that 5 min i have to go home.
so i cancel meet xueying n i back home .
i already go home forwat u scold mi somemore.
i change n sleep just dun care him.

nw wat hubby say next time i onli can go out with him.
without him i cant go out,fuck where gt such things.
think am dog to him . i already 21 n i have my own freedom okay.
my family already gave mi 21 key long ago.
u just my hubby onli. i have come back when u told mi to.
den why u still wanna tie mi up?
everyone have their freedom n noe wat they doing can le .
why must u treated mi this way?

Sharon today lie to mi say that will acc mi go skin center,but she lie to mi.
finish bath saw hubby text =)
he coming back n send mi to skin center .
we go yishun find bike fan but cant find ti so we go skin center.
reach there early n both of us sit there read book.
while baby reading book i took some pic cos boring..

after seeing doctor hubby bring mi go bugis walk walk .
hubby brought for mi some stuff n himself too.
thanks hubby n i love alots n alots.
friday start work le =)

tml back skin center again .
hoping skin will get well soon.

happy new year for my reader =) hoping everyone is enjoy with ur family.
yesterday i should go back home but i did not .
i already make up mind dun ever find them for wat i go back .
go on with my own path way .

yesterday went to xueying house play 21.
have so many of us thinking who win?ofcos xue ying.
mi n hubby lose but just abit of it ..
hahas.is fun n we enjoy it ..

alright gt to stop here tml den update=)

yesterday is my 10th month with hubby =)shock that he text mi .
so fast 10th month have pass n we go through alots together.
wish that should be years soon =)
i love my hubby n hubby loves mi ..

today start work late cos i need to clean room that why i work late.
but noones seem wanna eat lunch with mi :(
all in camp if nt at outside like that .
blog first den i go clean my room =) hubby bro is sleep .
so cleaning must be careful ..
wow timing always pass fast when am nt working :(
going to stop here n do housework =)

-my working friend n onli friend which being with mi nowadays-

hey been sometime never update my blog sorry reader again :(
i been busy with my new part time job which is selling food at people park.
with my xueying that my onli friends nowadays.
at first cant take it this job,keep telling myself no money le must work hard.
is not i choose job n is job choose mi .
work till now getting one week everything i already get use .
slowly noe how to work le.
work till this sat n will be off till 19th le.
This new year dunno where will i go ba,shall see den update u guys.

hubby oso busy with his stuff.but night time we still can acc each other.
hubby dun make mi worried again okay,u must be guai guai.
dunno this year when i can sign my ROM form,oso must wait till hubby gt money.
i belived after ORD hubby will gt money wun let mi suffer le .
okay got to stop here . head to work soon..

at home stone n use com from afternoon till nw.
at facebook quarrel with sister abit.
anyway i have make up my mind go on life without family till i old.
since already apart for years.
i already alone face this worlds for years .suffer oso alone ,cry oso alone.
most stuff is i alone face it .
u guys wun noe how i face it this few years .

ah boy at facebook chat with mi n he going to intro mi job.
work at cathy at ps as waitress .
friday to sunday am working for xueying mom at food stall.
hoping i can cope this two job .
no matter how hard is that i will cope it well.

waiting for hubby back home.
nicholas say treat us eat dinner , next time i gt enough money sure treat him back.
thinking who will helping mi in some cash :(
i no much cash le .

so fast next week new year le.
i still haven buy new cloth how ?
should i buy or just act like nothing happen ?
say de true i oso wanna buy new cloth to wear ..
but nw not working n no money at all ..
can someone help mi pls !!!!

hubby nowadays behave well le . hoping he will always behave well .
so that i can fan xin go work n earn alots of money n married .
yesterday go check my cpf .
think i earn more den i can give birth le.

ltr going to meet my handsome god son again .
going for some walk n guess nothing to buy ba ..
just see see onli ba ..
well going to prepare n go out le .
update when i come back or tml alright .

just finish eating my dinner ,dunno wat going to do again.
nowadays never work le seem bored .
i wanna go back work life .

i go work hubby dunno still will at outside noe nw ger ant.
if i never work how we going to live ?
which way i should be choose ?
can someone rell mi wat to do ?

Till now haven sleep cos cant sleep at all .
so many things in my heart wanna ask but ask le still quarrel .
better keep it de rest ba.
just finish quarrel with u n i have enough of everythings.

let mi tell u now alright!
if u find better den mi den u can just kindly let go my hand .
i dun wanna be fool always fool by u guys.
enough is enough of hurt.
if u really wanna chance n let give each other this last chance .
hoping wat u have done dun let it happen again can u?
pls love mi with ur heart nt ur mouth can?
pls think of mi while u enjoy n am working hard for u.
i always giving u de best n u should noe it urself .

BITCH WEN JING which working at boat quay pub name THE NEXT STOP !
finally i noe where u work n i belived using this kind of reason get guy no is BITCH
say wat ur boss wans u gal hit target n get my hubby no.
let mi telling u i xiner work in night life more den u okay.
if u dare come to mi , if i have chance i will tell ur boss how u throw ur pub name.
for mi u think u r itch ba n maybe nt pretty den will do all this , i can understand la XIAO MEI MEI.
we shall see who ever read my blog will go down see u pretty or not los.
so fucking angry with this BITCH .let wish someone will teach her alright

Thanks uncle cab sending mi home n tell mi alots of things.
i will slowly see how guy change de .thanks sry today u cant have much cust .
hoping will see u outside when i gt money n i treat u back ok =)
shall look for day job n stop being night life.
if nt hubby going to pack n run le ...

Always hoping to have peaceful life but cant have it..
howcome god is so unfair to mi ?
have done anythings bad till u have to make mi suffer so much?
have new job but relationship is mess .

hubby i really hope u will stop making mi stress hao ma ?
i just wan peaceful did u noe wat is peaceful mean!
i allow u have fiends which is ger .
but why must u send de wen jing to work ?
she have noone to ask for help must be u ?
she onli have u this friend which have bike to send her?
she work n yet no money take cab ?
wat de hell she wan ! can she just tell mi or someone give mi answer.
i am working hard to give u all de best n yet u hurt mi just like that.
maybe u never seen how i work n how i drink so hard while working ba.

anyway just put it aside everything.
hold my tears n stay strong for de rest of life.
my work place start work from 7pm-3am.
anyone wanna come n just text mi .
u guy come down open bottle den i will earn some too.
hoping to see my friends coming down find mi .
alright have to rest le.
gd night !

Those pic i upload is hubby birthday pic.
last night go bishan catch prawn,enjoy n chat alots of stuff.
hoping hubby is happy abt last night stuff.

anyway i have myself new job n i hope working new place i will be more happy.
find new job n pay low down le . but anyway off work at 3am .
sound more relax right shall see alright.

just nw went to skin center see doctor.
finish seeing n quarrel with hubby.
i allow u have ger friend n let u text them .
but i thinking howcome her eye pain ur text give mi de feeling u wannna go down find her de feeling.
hoping u will think abit for mi .

to this ger who stay close with my hubby .
i hope u can pls dun get so near to him .
i dun like it n i hate de way he treat u seem better den mi .
we going to get married this year n hope u pls dun think anythings of him.
i dun wan cos of u stupid ger n i quarrel with him .
find other guy dun ever find soong jia long, he belong to mi ye peixin onli!

nowadays happen too many stuff .
i dunno wat should i do again,i have quit my night job .
did not take my pay n i just quit it.
ppl who read my blog sure say that am is stupid person.
i have my reason to do this way.

now have to look for another job again.
am stress so much but no ppl will understand my feeling.
new year coming n march need to pay bike stuff .
so many things for mi to handle , i have enough.

hubby oso keep quarrel with mi .
keep saying those not nice words that i have other guy outside.
saying mi never spent time with him.
i already say it clear i gt my own friends too.
why cant i have my own life n way?
last time de ni never tie mi up but nw u start to tie mi up le.
i am so tired n cant cope outside life u noe?

-xiner n joel her best friend at work-


-xiner mei n sharon jie-

just wake up n still early so use com first ..
just get pay but seem going gone again.
wed going for skin center n monday going for hair stuff.
hubby birthday i dun mind spent money cos one year one time.
but i wun spent over 100 cos have to save for rest of de day.

yes la bro(dyon)sharon is coming , super happy.
cant wait till de day n i wanna take alots of pic with them n hubby :)
let wait n see pic alright reader :)

work still de same but getting no ppl nowadays cos new year coming.
so bored during work .but have to drink everyday seem sian liao lo.
always drinking till i get use n seem like my past life always drink.
sometime choose nt to drink oso .
alright gt to stop here :)

Next week am going to be busy .
monday going for hair colour next next week for hair up =)
hoping pic coming up i will be pretty okay..

am waiting for next week cos have alots of fun things.
hubby birthday will be celebrate at bishan prawn there n some bbq.
sharon will be join with us ..
hope hubby will enjoy , those who saw my blog n wanna come text mi alright.
i will be prepare for food .

just wake up going to prepare for work again ..
last night stone for long hour n finally finish work .
work seem stress mi again n again ,who can bring mi out of sadness?
guess wun be anyone ba. have to face my life myself.

hubby still in camp dunno tonight he coming out ant?
if he coming out i oso wun have chance to see him .
cos busy with my work :(
next week is hubby birthday start to plan his stuff nw.
planning next week how to celebrate for him.
hoping he will enjoy n happy.

wun be in club next week .shall see mi in club on 3th =)
drink n drink forget abt everything =)

sorry for super update abt my life again..
nowadays my relationship seem somethings wrong,dunno wat hubby thinking in his mind.
i just noe that nw my life is work when off day acc him awhile den i go enjoy.
but hubby is different his thinking is i always go enjoy n left him alone.
am working just one week one time off onli i just wish to enjoy n i got acc him too.
wat he wan can he be more understanding ?
wat de fuck in his mind keep tell mi izzit u noe guy den u become like this ?
hello am telling u noe la .
i never change heart just wanna enjoy n relax izzit wrong ?
i dunno wat is in ur mind nowadays .
i been stress did u noe ? if i tell u oso no point cos u wun understand how i feel.

can someone tell mi wat to do ? pls pls i dun wanna give up in this relationship.
but am really scare that i cant take it n i will really give up .
i noe am i doing oso, my off day i oso acc u awhile den at night u will be resting den i go enjoy oso cant . hiza no ppl will understand this fucking feeling onli mi ba

just nw hubby bring go yishun have dinner walk walk n back wld walk.
after that meet friend awhile n back home.
i really feel like go find friend chat chat but he seem not happy .
so stay at home . nw he is sleeping n i like one stupid cant sleep alone using com.

dun wish to say more just be alone n cool down ba .
be a stupid alone using com n watch tv .
seem all ppl already sleep .

today is sun :)
so fast one week is ending n tml is monday .
thinking will wed is my off day?
let hoping wed is ba..

this few days am so busy with my work.
thinking today will be busy ? shall see.
hate de stupid person ppl eating oso keep telling us to eat fast.
stupid u ...hate u alots.

just finish bath n start using com .
cos still time for mi to prepare for work ..
today is sat days seem pass fast :)

last night work is busy n time pass fast too.
dun de stupid which everytime drink den start scold ppl.
onli noe how to tell us have we finish our job?
talk so much still dun wanna help just sit there watching.
super angry but just keep for myself.
i already finish my job so i talk with cust oso get scold by her.
angry angry b angry .
can understand u have no ppl to talk with that why say mi right?
alright i will never forgive u .

hubby this morning fetch mi to boat quay meet ah lau they all.
first saw them i already vomit out cos cant take it drink too much.
but i never drunk at all, just vomit so that i feel better .
wento jez working place look for her :)
saw her chat awhile n left le .
alright finish everything am head home with hubby.

hubby thanks for de mac ding dang .
hubby i love u u will always give mi de best right ?
i love u jia long

last night am back to work :)
having fun n saw one new stuff name joel..
chat n joke with him .
okay la his ppl , but still dun trust ppl so much ..

thinking going to extend my hair .
cos new year coming n i need to bun up my hair again.
downstair all dun have sia , thinking next week off go do ba.
thinking am extend will be ugly ma? shall see alright ?
if ugly pls let mi noe ..

hubby nowadays is busy with his camp stuff .
really no time seeing each other sometime.
i miss him badly my onli hubby ..

wed just go down ph :)
enjoy my life back again .
let see next week off day when den go club again ..

just wake up from lala land ..
OMG i sleep till nw guess that am so tired..
last night work till half way see doctor cos having fever again.
went sgh with spider n joey .
thanks for acc mi go see doctor :)

doctor say i have no enough sleep that well fever .
ask mi rest more too.
thinking should i go work nw ?
i stay at home nothing to do oso .
rather go work can have money right ??

today alots of ppl off oso .
wanna go work to spent my time..
hubby in camp tml den he will be back..
miss hubby alots n alots..

just finish prepare going to work soon.
so fast off n mc day have pass :(
let start work n get pay soon ..

last night go for cine watch movie n went down work place.
super sian while at there but lucky time pass fast.
den back wld meet ah lau they all awhile back home .
lala land :)

miss hubby badly thinking tml wake up can able see him ?
i wanna sleep with hubby n miss hubby kiss.
let thinking how to celebrate hubby birthday .
wanna give him de best n loving birthday

just wake up pus fever recover liao.
thanks hubby for taking care of mi .
today hubby went back to camp n i miss him alots.
hoping hubby can always stay by my side.

working at night life i start to learn alot of stuff .
like cannot trust ppl easy ,cos they like to back stab behide.
learn to be gong gong just do my work talk less.
am thanks to those cust which always treat mi well.
almost everyday will but things for mi .
hope i can stay long in my work n earn more money .

new start in this year,hubby finish army faster.
get better job work hard together .
tat all am asking for.

today is my off day thinking where to go.
so long never go out walk walk liao .

thanks bro brought for mi so many dang ding .
i love them de most thanks.

last night i should be happy end up am crying at my work place.
i dunno how to say it out here.but i feel stress n lost .
dunno wat should i answer ltr.
i onli can say that i never do wrong things that all .
they cannot be unfair for mi doing this stuff.

i like ppl working with mi.but i dun like some too.
i oso dunno wat i saying nw .just feel sad that all.

dyon is back hope to meet him soon.

sorry reader super long never update.
am busy with work all de time.
wake up bath eat dinner den off to work ,morning reach home bath den sleep.
see am so busy right ? hahas
let mi wish those read my blog ppl new year .
new year coming n wish everyone will get better life.
for myself i wanna wish that my job will always happy n peace.
hubby stay healthy n handsome,his love for mi will never change.

today got to work cos yesterday mc is sick.
feeling better today so going to work.
miss my working friends alots n tml 31th should be nice place to work.

next week if off going to meet my god son.
heard that he feeling not well worry abt him.
miss him alots next week should meet him n bring him out.

mi n my handsome god son

wow am so happy cos today off :P hahas.
thinking to have steamboat but nt enough money.
should wait till next off day.
cos someone treating mi :) my working friends

plan with them tonight go club but seem no money.
shall wait till next month 5th take pay :)
work n work cover all my life nw.
sometime dun wish to go work but thinking go work have fun ba.
working there is nice n fun place .
sometime bored keep somke n pass time .
cust there r friendly n nice .
always joke joke with mi :)

tonight will be going where?
dunno shall see when i wake up ba.
see who will call mi den go out los :)

-my handsome god son-

yesterday is off day so meet up with my best sister banana.
she bring her son which is my god son down.
so cute n just onli 2 month .
thinking to buy some handsome cloth for him.
is malay mix with chinese blood. so handsome .

yesterday wanna watch movie but no time at all.
with hubby friends slack at 131 n 167 coffee shop.
abt 3 pus head home rest .
hiza my off day seem nothing to mi liao ..

just finish eating breakfast :)
so full n happy sia los ..
yes la tonight will be off day =) happy to de max..

just nw am so busy with work .
full house sia .
but am enjoy working cos oso drinking while work ..hahas.
i wanna work there long as i can ..
ppl there r friendly n kind .
free hope to see u guys down there ..

am back frm outside with hubby.
tonight will be busy day for mi again.
terry text mi book sofa sit for him,coming down at 11 pus .
hoping tonight will pass fast for mi .
hoping to get off day soon .am tired already.

keep working n work , miss friends so much.
if next week off at wed thinking going down ph enjoy sia.
anyone going with mi club ?hahas.

boat quay calling mi go there work pay higher.
but dunno should i going or stay at same place?
am blur blur sia.hiza let see first ba.
hoping anyone can telling mi wat to do .

miss my bro dyon so long never catch with him.
bro must stay happy n health meet up soon to sing k alright :)

morning =) just finish having my breakfast.
after awhile am going lala land .
raining n cold is best to get to sleep.

tonight is busy thinking on 18th is de max busy.
doing something again in work.
am nt happy with one ppl who work in there.
everyday say mi den she happy,just let her happy los.
i never lose one meat .
waiting for my off day to come .

hubby today is back home:)
but dunno wat time.
thinking ltr he sending mi to work or wat ?
just thinking onli.is ok that i go work myself too.

alright gt to stop here. am sleepy :(

OMG my blog seem no update , sorry reader am really sorry.
busy with my job reach home already 7 pus in morning am tired to did not update.
today die die oso wanna update .

my working place start having fun there =)
but onli have to keep standing am alright too.
start to noe more n more ppl .
boss is nt gd at all ,always check whether r we working or not.
hiza they dunno how tired we r n dunno we did alots of stuff.
sometime ppl there will give us tips .
hahas.so keep at our wallet.
sad los 8 days no off day for mi :(
hope 8 days faster pass by .sharon off on next coming monday .
i still dunno abt my off day.

miss hubby alots n wanna acc him ,but am really no time at all.
so wish i can acc him but need to work den gt income .
hubby understand it n he behave well =) thanks god.
if hubby free he will come fetch mi home too.
hubby u must behave well alright dun let mi down .
cos am working hard now .

on 26th i going skin center to check abt my body.
really really hope they can help mi return my white skin .
i wanna dress pretty like last time :(
wanna have alots of pretty cloth too.

alright gt to stop here reader.am tired .

last night is my first day working thinking wat will happen .
but am wrong nt unhappy things is all joke stuff .
working ppl there r friendly n caring.
always keep helping mi abt stuff which i dunno.
teach my stuff step by step,thanks i will work hard.

standing all de way walk round n round onli.
clear table top up stuff which cus need .
chat awhile smoke n working.
hope everyday is happen working =)

no off day after my one week work :C
am so tired but is ok , can save money of buying stuff.
alright got to eat dinner relax awhile den go work :)
hope see anyone at my work place,i will do my best :)

OMG i sleep till evening now den wake up.
cos last night at 19 chat with jez,tracy,zac,xiao yang,eumund,roger,chieu yen n mi.
we chat alots of stuff n laugh all de way =)
till this morning den i go home rest.

ltr i going send my jasper to someone,hoping de next owner treat him well.
giving him all de best that she will.
jasper today is last time i feed u eat ur dinner.
i miss u badly n i luv u alots.just that family cant take care of u.
am sorry cant take care of u .i will miss u badly jasper.

tml night am going to start working =)
SOCIAL HOUSE =)
if anyone coming down i give de address here
177 river valley road #01-30 liang court .
is nice place to enjoy =)
hoping there side is gd working place n ppl there r friendly .
let wait for tml night n see .

yes la hubby going to acc mi tonight .
am super happy wanna hug him n kiss him many many .
hubby when i working u must take care urself right ?
i will worry abt u hoping u dun do things let mi down.
cos i luv u alots n u r my everythings.

wake up not long ago..
check on face book saw my long lost best friend jasmine goh.
am super happy finally she find mi.
but feeling change nt longer like de past.

going to meet my darling n sharon.
ltr going interview n maybe can start working :)
thinking how is de working place ?
is de boss nice ? sharon working with mi?
so many stuff wanna ask her.

hubby tonight on duty nt coming back home.
tml get to see him :C miss him badly.
next monday hubby going for duty.
14-17th den will get to see him.
hope this days pass fast i miss him.

alright got to bath n prepare :)

saw this hello kitty stuff at you tube.
so ctue so i save n put at my blog.
just wake up not long ago so use com .

hubby is in camp waiting for his return.
miss hubby alots.
nowadays i never eat much oso dunno why.
getting thin los,hope i can get fat again.
hubby say i need to eat some chinese stuff to heal up.
oso dunno eat wat los.

tonight think joey wanna go sing k .
text her no reply thinking she still sleeping.
wait for her text den go eat ba.

i wanna work why like no ppl wanna hire mi like that?
i just wanna work n earn so that hubby next month birthday i noe can do wat los.
i wanna help him celebrate n give him all de best stuff.

last night watch mulan at cck with ah lau angie n her friend hubby n roger.
this show is nice to watch but hour is long.
anyway watch with hubby is enough.

wake up at 1 pm pus bath n change .
cook maggie at home eat before leave home .
alone take mrt down to jurong see doctor .
chinese doctor say my skin can help :)
am so happy but he say goes to skin center is de best.
he pass mi some stuff to eat but this sat goes back see him again.

thinking will i have money go back this sat?
shall see on sat ba.
call ah ma telling her my skin can help.
nw my weigh is 40kg . izzit thin ?

go to jurong point walk n look for job.
find out gt some job n tml will call them up.
hoping there is job for mi.

dunno why nw de feeling is nt so well.
easy get mad of samll stuff.
hope my health will get better.