two more days is september coming :D
aden check up will be 17th sep , mean few more weeks to go ..
cant wait for check up n oso see whether am i putting weight .

last night went to bendict birthday .
i spent time chating with friends there :D
all ppl ask mi most stuff was aden , i dun mind share with them ..
hubby spenttime with his brother at other side.
wah bendict mom prepare all de bbq food is nice.
his birthday cake oso nice but his cake look like full month cake :D
anyway spent night there n leave at 10 pus .

reach hm bath n go for lala land le .
dream abt alots of stuff , i oso forget le .
hope is gd stuff stay n bad stuff leaves ok :P

ltr meeting darling merilynn :D
her mom is perparing lunch for mi , gd life right ??hahas
been long time never see her , hope she wun be so nag.
sharon still sleeping cant wake her up sia :(
elyn seem like not going so will be mi alone ..

alright got to end here.will update soon :D

wah just stop raining n i fee hot again :(
pls give mi some cooling weather hao ma ? dunno why i feel hot easy le.
so fast today is friday n tml is weekend le :D

so niose dunno wat upstair repair .
cannot stand it wanna have nap oso cant sia .
lucky aden nt yet out if nt dunno how i handle him.
just go online check confinement catering food .
seem ex but no choice i have to do it myself .
so nov den order de food ..

alright got to stop here ..

Wah scare mi sia :( I thought my blog can't update again.
This few days my life seem change for better le.
Hope this will keep goes on :)

Just nw went ntuc brought meat Hm
N cook .
Lucky is nice n can eat de Los :)
Next time will cook for darling le..
Today meeting darling for movie but she seem tired .
Is okay we can meet up other time as u wan darling.

If this Sunday u free oso can meet up de Los .
I loves going out with u cos no stress n free.
I loves went Hm to Chinatown visit mummy n Jie.
I loves all stuff by my side nw .
But I loves de most is Aden soong .

This sat is bendit birthday .
He invite us to go but dunno can go ant .
Shall see this sat .
Am getting fat le need some new cloth.
Dunno should I buy ??
Alright got to stop here .

Wah cooling day feel so much better den hot weather.
Yesterday meet Sharon n darling at causeway point for Mac breakfast.
After that we went down to Chinatown visit mummy n Jie.
Went there nt long mummy goes out n we slack there .
Around 3 pus we went down sing song buy stuff with mummy .
Brought food Hm n mummy cooking for us.

After eating rest awhile Sharon went work .
Mi n darling go vivo for walk , half way darling mom call ask her to work.
I did nt buy anythings at all cos nth to buy.
We took same cab :D
Send her to work place den I head Hm le .

Yesterday is de best day for mi cos I finally meet darling.
Hopefully soon can meet her again .
Am waiting for de day .

Hubby went to work early morning den I alone at Hm.
Get use le , being alone .
But I still stay strong n waiting for Aden come this world:)
Alright stop here le .

Hiie am back to update :)
This time I use my iPhone to update .
Today spent my whole day acc ah gal go do her stuff .
Finish took cab back causeway point , having dinner there.
After that I meet chantel till 8 pus .

Reach Hm bath n relax watch show .
Am waiting for this Sunday :D
Meeting darling n Sharon at cck .
Pray gandmom den head to Chinatown Hm.
Can't wait till that day sia :p

Alright cut it short for today .

finally have chance to update my blog .
hm com is spoil so cant update :(
so wish i can have my own laptop soon but have to wait till june .
by the time june i think i can able to buy myself one laptop .
hopefully everythings is fine n peaceful for mi ..

tml is babyluv check up le :)am waiting for so long ..
babyluv have his own name is aden soong .
chinese name still thinking , hope will get de name soon.

hubby nowadays is working hard everyday work 12-13hr , oso no time for mi .
but am okay with it cos i noe he working hard for aden n this family.
thanks hubby that u have change alots n i really happy to see it .

anyway last night plan everythings with hubby .
after give birth aden will be at my sister hm cos father wanna take care of him.
whenever we off will be brining aden hm .
till aden is able to go child care is time for us bring him hm le .
hoping aden will understand we need to work so that can give him de best .
oso hope father will take care aden well too ..

alright gt to stop here ..let wish everythings will be fine ..

dunno wat should i update my blog ..
just feeling sad n need time to heal up ..
my beloved ah ma have just left us on aug 2 ..
beside pray n promise her stuff that nothing i can do ..
feel so heart pain when i see her face..
hoping she will have peaceful rest n i will always remember her.

just done with house work , feel so tired but sometime is relax.
my room is clean n neat le :)finally ..
hubby is working while i stay at hm ..
tml i plan to go down chinatown see doctor ..
but noones acc so maybe goes alone ba ..

mother in law is nw going ntuc buy food n cook dinner for mi ..
she say i should rest more so she goes in buy :)
seem like i getting xinfu right ?
but still dunno yet shall see alright :)

nw reach aug le n dec is getting nearer ..
babyluv is getting heavy n i have to walk slowly when i go..
yesterday went visit ah ma with dobbin,weiting n hubby ..
they went to eat while i stay acc ah ma along .
ah ma is getting weak n i cry out when i see how she suffer.
beside go visit her nothing i can do for her le .
wish she will getting fine that all i can ask for .

hubby went to work this morning while i sleeping .
brought lunch back for mi .
ah gal come over to slack while i lazy to go out ..

waiting for hubby wake up :(

How I wish everything is fine n peaceful till I give birth babyluv.
But I Noe is nt easy at all .
My sis just tell mi that my dad dun allow mi to use his cpf .
So nw I have to plan go kk give birth .
If I can't fork out , I will go monthly plan to return.
N I plan to see mp tml see whether they can help mi.
I Noe is hard path way n I hope hubby will oso work hard.
I dun wish onli I put in all de hard work ,just wish he oso will work it out.

All stuff I have plan n hope he can work it out.
I hope he wun mind xinku n just work hard.
Am really tired n lost le .
My family seem throw mi alone to face all de stuff.
In law family oso never help mi at all.
I am human oso need someone to help up.
I nt super woman that wun stress n cry.
How much I cry did they Noe?
Wat is my feeling anyone Noe?
Hope on happy face u guys think am really happy?
I oso have weak point n I can't always stand strong.
Can dun force to de path way I can't turn?
Pls be more understanding pls n I beg You guys .

shag shag :( can someone help mi ?
hubby cant work for his friends dad anymore.
but he say he will go for mac rider n hope he earn more n we can save more.
on dec we have to take out 2.5k !
thinking if he still bahave this way how can we fork out ..
who can help mi ?? can take my head n knock at wall??
i have enough n always trying to be more understanding but he ..
dun wish to say le , if nt i more shag ...

nowadays keep raining n i sleep well .
babyluv is getting heavy for mi to walk far n even sit longer ..
whenever sit longer i still feel pain .
i noe i should have stop smoking but i cant too many stuff to stress le ..
but i smoke less like half stick onli..
thinking after give birth i better go work ..
cos i noe money will never be enough for mi after i give birth le..

alright got to stop here!
wish tml will be better week ba ..

Monday hubby start his work by selling fish at market.
Hope this time he can work longer so that we can save up.
I dun ask for much, just hope he can work long.
Am I asking too much ? Nt right ?

I wanna go for couse n learn stuff .
After give birth can go for work , if nt work ntuc .
I Noe I can't be like last time nt working n enjoy le .
I wanna give my babyluv all de best stuff .
BABYLUV IS MY EVERYTHING.
我爱我的宝宝.
Alright got to stop here .
Wish everythings for mi is save n peace

Just finish mop n change bed sheet if my room .
Wanna do more housework but am tired .
Nowadays getting tired more n more le .

Wed when for babyluv check up :)
everythings is fine n babyluv is BOY .
My weight is 45.5kg but still need put on more weight.
So nw thinking name for babyluv .
Is ade soong nice name ?
Alots of name for mi to choose n I kindna lost.

Hubby I dunno wat he wanna work .
Piss off of him le n give up .
After give birth I think that I go work better .
He still thinking wat he WANs !
Dec is getting nearer n he still seem relax .
WTF sia . Angry to de max .

Alright I got to end here n rest le .

nw already junly so mean that dec coming nearer for mi to see babyluv.
monday i got to start my event job till friday .
from 9-6pm hope i can cope it..
really broke down cos hubby still nt start working ..

so stress but noones noe at all :(
can someone just share my stress with mi ??
everyday act happy u think am happy ??
u think i really wans my life so relax ?
i cant even relax .
still nt yet get money for give birth n even after give birth ..
how ?? who can help mi ??
i dun dare to think n dun even dare to ask ppl help mi ..

let wish next wish will be better day for mi ..

just wake up not long ,cos last night went in jb ..
send weiting hm n head hm .
wow so tired sleep till just wake up onli ..

today gt one interview but i push till monday .
cos tonight they maybe going to catch prawn so i take it as monday .
hoping monday i can pass n work part time ..
i dun wan full time cos i scare i cant cope it ..
take part time den nothings.

this month going to end again ..
hoping next month will be better alright .

friendship i think that i will stop mix so much ..
dunno who is my best friend oso :(
heart just have babyluv can le ..

today wake up at 10.45am .
wake hubby up to get ready to go causeway have lunch den head to cut hair.
we have mos burger after that i went to interview at pushcart.
but i never tell de person am having 3 month baby le .
just wanna work , if i can cope .
cos dec i really need some money .

if hubby alone work sure cant cope de .
that why i think to go work so that i can oso earn n save up .
no matter how xin ku i will still work .
nw just pray hard i get job soon .

cut new hair n have new life le .
am i right ?
even i cant get use to see myself in short hair but soon i can cope it .
alright tired le wanna rest le ..

oh ya , last night goes check up .
babyluv is growing n seem healthy :)
next month can noe babyluv boy or gal le :)

hie am back to my blog .
today is de first day hubby start working .
hoping he can cope with his work n friends there .

i just back from sing song.
brought three small fish n one big fish .
back ask hubby mom cook ..
n tell her i wanna drink abc soup .
thinking she will cook ba .
am waiting n hungry liao la ..

sunday thanks to those have attend my wedding thanks .
i have prepare so many bbq food end up all go hm :(
most sis take hm de rest throw .
waste my food n money so angry .
anyway is over nth to say le ..

nw is 2.30am am still nt sleepy yet.
but tml morning have to have up early to tao payoh for my HDB stuff.
hoping tml i can able to wake up early n goes for my stuff.
tml oso is de day hubby interview , let wish he will pass .
i wish he will start to change n acc mi n even think abt babyluv de most nw.
cos in this world i belived not everyone will help us .
we have to stand up ourself.

that alots of stuff in my mind .
somethings i took long way to put it down .
give mi sometime n i wish i can totally forget abt everythings .
i wanna have peaceful life n family .
hoping i can be strong n stay stronger nw ..

[MV]梁静茹 - 《没有如果》完整版

been sometime never update blog ..
cos i have some stuff to done n lazy to use com hahas..

have bad dream n wake up ..
dream abt darling again n wedding date is coming nearer le.
everyone married is happy but i dunno why i dun feel happy at all.
thinking alot of stuff n all is in my mind.
no ones i can share out my thinking n talking things out.
friend turn to not friend anymore .
i dunno why i start changing n change to someone that all things keep to myself.
i scare one day i will turn crazy n really goes mad..

keep thinking is he de right guy for him ?
will he really take care of mi n babyluv well?
will he work hard for us ?
will he change to treat mi better like how we just start in relationship?
alots of stuff in my mind n i dunno who to turn to ..

last time happy de zikko ye peixin is gone .
i cant find myself happy like last time anymore .
all i noe is just blog n tell my feeling in here .
why am i always is de one who thinking so much , n he still act like nothing.
why ar can someone tell mi pls..

darling i text u but u never reply mi at all.
i noe i must stop finding u cos u r happily with someone u love nw .
alright pass have pass n i will stop thinking n dream abt u ..
all things have to face myself nw .

babyluv i onli work hard for u nt other anymore ..

張靚穎Jane Zhang-新不了情(電視版)

am back to my blog :)
nowadays things really bad happen to mi .
i start to have bad mood swing n start to be alone.
dun wish meet friends n dun even care for so much ..
just doing my own stuff,sleep,eat that de day .

monday going back seeing doctor le , hoping everything is alright.
always waiting to see doctor but dunno when date coming am scare ..
dunno that day gt ppl acc mi ant ..
i miss darling n really need her by my side but she seem dun care.
ppl around mi start to change n change till someone that i dunno .
i dunno why all bad things happen beside mi ..

hoping my own house coming soon n i can move out soon ..




卓文萱 一句話MV(完整版)

just came back from causeway with my sis .
wow sot hubby family .
they dun even give mi wedding stuff n all those wedding is my family paying out.
WTF n when i give birth noones will take care of mi .
is okay i will find myself everythings.

darling i still remember de song that we always listen while at hm.
i thought u forget le , am touch u still remember :)
n i receive ur birthday text last night .
I LOVE U DARLING :)
am happy that u remember my birthday thanks .
am not beside u but my heart is with u darling.

few more days to my check up for babyluv le.
thinking how babyluv grow?
hope babyluv is healthy cos i really take extra care le.
cant wait for check up babyluv, but no cash sia.
is okay i will find cash for babyluv

happy birthday to myself lastly