卓文萱 一句話MV(完整版)

just came back from causeway with my sis .
wow sot hubby family .
they dun even give mi wedding stuff n all those wedding is my family paying out.
WTF n when i give birth noones will take care of mi .
is okay i will find myself everythings.

darling i still remember de song that we always listen while at hm.
i thought u forget le , am touch u still remember :)
n i receive ur birthday text last night .
I LOVE U DARLING :)
am happy that u remember my birthday thanks .
am not beside u but my heart is with u darling.

few more days to my check up for babyluv le.
thinking how babyluv grow?
hope babyluv is healthy cos i really take extra care le.
cant wait for check up babyluv, but no cash sia.
is okay i will find cash for babyluv

happy birthday to myself lastly

匿名的好友 - 杨丞琳 MV

on 22th may sat night i celebrate my 21 first birthday .
am not enjoy n feel happy at all even is my birthday .
someone have turn my mood off n i miss someone badly.
first i will say who i miss , darling i miss u thinking u still remember my birthday?
maybe u have forget my birthday n onli remember her birthday ba.
sec person who spoil my day is someone i noe myself.
buy martell say is for my birthday end up u open n drink with friends.
end in de first place dun ever say is gift for mi la.
si bei sot this kind of ppl sia .
thinking wat is their mind fooling ppl around.
i have enough still gt alots of things just that i dun wanna say out onli.
thinking wat i easy to bully la .come n try mi out la.
i dun speak cos i wanna ren n dun wanna behave like kids.
but if u too over i can just say everythings out throw ur kids face n kids mind out.
dun ever come in my life again i have enough .

thinking should be happy n enjoy de day.
but am totally wrong , i just hide one side tok to my friend.
saw them happy face but am not.
i feel like cry out but i ren n hold my tears .
if darling beside she sure understand how i feel de .
but i noe she not longer beside mi le.
darling is gone n she not longer belong to zikko ye anymore.
just hope my mind will stop thinking abt u n really treats u as friend that all..
but i noe i cant do it.
ya i going to married but my heart stand darling de most .
just that i never say .
i miss her hug n kiss alots n alots.

黃小琥-沒那麼簡單

i so shock that darling will come read my blog n even send mi back song.
i really cant belived it till nw .
cos in my mind darling will never read my blog n she have her life to go on.
thanks darling for ur care n ur love on my baby, is enough of me le.
hoping if really got chance for mi turn back i wun give u att anymore n even love u more den other darling.
cos of mi ur babyloves is suffer n cos of mi ur life seem lost again.
am going to say sorry to u darling .
i will stay strong n wun easy drop my tears anymore.

babyluv see merilynn care for u so much.
she is waiting for u to come to this worlds n welcome u too.
so babyluv oso must stay strong n give mummy hope ok.
cos of u babyluv i wun drop tears n go on my life well too.
no matter face wat happen i oso will face it strong.

tml is sat n is de day i celebrate my 21 first birthday .
OMG am turning old le but i still happy cos got babyluv le.
tml will be busy day for mi n i cant able to blog.
mostly is on monday i can post my birthday pic ..
alright got to stop here n rest le.

弦子 - 捨不得

so bored till i listen this song n let mi remember that i should let go my darling.
if darling u happen to saw my blog this song is for u to listen.
cos no matter how we wans to be together is cant le n u got ur life to go on.

hmm gd news my friends help mi get job to work at hm ..
doing paper bag,even is earn abit but i still will do.
cos rather den i rot at hm right ?
doing paper bag can watch show n oso eat n do my own stuff.
own timing oso :)
alright i will work hard de :)

babyluv mummy really will works hard just for u .
daddy oso will work hard for u too.
just hope everythings is fine for u n stay strong heart beat okay.
mummy dun wanna lose u again to other world.

have bad dream n awake again but forget wat de bad dream.
wake up awhile bath n went down market n buy stuff back hm cook.
just finish eating :)so full ..

i have one plant wanna work paper bag stuff at hm.
cos i feel that i can find job to do at hm n earn some so that my life wun be stress n bored.
i really have to stay strong n give birth out my babyluv.
i dun wanna give up but wanna move on n get better life.

i have to thanks friend who stand beside mi n asking mi to stay strong.
but i onli hope that hubby family will help mi in some stuff.
i noe that i onli dreaming cos noones will help mi de la.

thanks darling to be my listener ear,am sorry that i call u n making u worry.
darling really thanks alots.
i really miss u darling .

am rot at home again ..
i waiting for this sat to come n soon is my babyluv check up.
cant wait to check babyluv.
hoping this sat i celebrate will have alots of friend turn up.
cos this is de onli time i can catch up more with them .

friends there always have bad n gd.
i have already noe who is my best friend which will stand by mi.
i wish to see my handsome son to come :(
miss him badly n so long never carry him le ..

This morning have bad dream n i shock till wake up
dream that hubby wun wan mi le n look for other ger.
wake up first things is text hubby n tell him.
u noe wat he say ?
he say that dun worry he always will beside mi n wun anyhow.
ya i noe he wun so far ,but when ltr he will ant is himself le.
stop thinking all that n think of my babyluv is impt nw!
even one day hubby dun wan mi,i still got babyluv to go on my life .
alright got to stop here :)

hi am back to blog again :)
this few days never update my blog due to am busy with my wedding stuff.
married is not easy as wat u guys think,so many stuff to handle.
i have to make sure all my friends will turn up los.
cos is far n i already ask friends to go but dunno last min will they say dunno how to go ,so i must sure they going ant.
so got so many things to do n prepare oso.
but de most busy person is my sis n her friend :)

de most i worried is my babyluv.
cos i have abort two time baby,i scare my body wun be strong.
i scare i go for sec check up doctor will say babyluv heart beat will drop.
i dun wanna heard that i wanna have healthy babyluv that all.
i worried n i cant wait to heard babyluv heart beat n see wat doctor say.
faster i wanna go see doctor on 07/06/2010 7pm ..

early morning wake up i dunno why am so mad .
last night while bathing saw that baby sis(ah bao) buy de same shampoo as mi.
one is shampoo other is not ,so am blur n dunno where hubby place my stuff.
so i just took it n use,finish using i put it one side.

when morning wake up saw wat she took her shampoo n out it one side.
i noe that is she buy it herself,must she be so selfish !
OMG first time saw one family which is so selfish.
mad till i post at facebook,have enough of everythings le.

i make up mind n tell myself that.
fine if they dun tc of mi n i will do things myself.
when i get my own house i will fuck off with my family.
when i give birth,soong family wun have more chance to see my child.
wat u guy done to mi ,i will return it to u .
dun ever think that am easy to eat or bully de person.
i just hold on n smile cos i dun wan hubby to stress abt mi .
but if u too over,i wun let act like nothing

This morning wake up by sister call,she say wanna bing mi go see skin doctor again.
so i call ah gal to check whether she wake up ant?
lucky she wake up prepare meet mi to causeway for lunch den we cab down meet my sister.

reach my sister work place we go for some walk n shop while waiting for her.
when she is done we cab down to see my skin doctor.
doctor price cost her 246 le,two more week have to go back again.
hopefully this doctor can able to heal my skin well.
beside wat doctor heal,i oso must do somethings.
home dog n hamster have to clear !!
make sure no dust for mi at all !!

thinking how to get those away?
de most i move out n stay ba,so looking for place nw.
let wish i can able to find one place which hubby n mi can stay.

nowadays hubby busy earn money for mi n baby.
so i oso never anyhow think,just let him be.
cos i noe my hubby will always love mi n baby.

brought from NTUC fish n veg for myself :)
tml wake up can able to cook n eat myself .
hopefully i can able to eat my fish cos is really ex.

alright got to rest am tired le..
will update soon :)

this afternoon went to jurong imm buy wedding ring..
look from shop to shop,making mi so tired.
end up buy at SK .

after buy went eat my dinner :)
but nw is 9pm,am hungry again..
dunno wat should i eat los..
thinking cook n eat but lazy so drinking mike.
am quit smokingle,for sake of babyluv..

plan tml wake up goes market buy fish n goes home cook ba.
so nw have to see how to handle my fish.

am not working anymore cos i have baby le..
plan to get married this year den have child but child come first.
so nw prepare first for married maybe by junly i already married.
hubby treat mi well n really wans married mi.

but am stuck btw my family n hubby family.
my family dun care for for long time but dunno why when i getting married they came out.
wat can i do ??
i wanna have a line btw them .
i really dunno wow .
am lost n stress nw but doctor told mi dun be stress so much .

baby is healthy :)
6 week n 6 day le .
next month 7 goes back for check up again :)

morning reader :) today is my off day again..
i change my blog timing.change till off day den update.
last friday am sick :( flur,fever n head pain.
see doctor n take one day mc.
rest at home whole day no mood go out at all.

sat recover le so go warehouse n work cos is warehouse sales.
keep standing n help cust .
but all de cust wun stop coming till 7pm we close.
after close my have to pack all de stuff nice n head home.
so tired ..

n today tuesday is my off day :)
ltr going to order my birthday cake .
n watch movie with weiting,dobin n hubby ..
dunno why off day i still wake up early .
maybe use to it le ba..hahas.

alright hope this week will be pass fast for my next off day :)