匿名的好友 - 杨丞琳 MV

on 22th may sat night i celebrate my 21 first birthday .
am not enjoy n feel happy at all even is my birthday .
someone have turn my mood off n i miss someone badly.
first i will say who i miss , darling i miss u thinking u still remember my birthday?
maybe u have forget my birthday n onli remember her birthday ba.
sec person who spoil my day is someone i noe myself.
buy martell say is for my birthday end up u open n drink with friends.
end in de first place dun ever say is gift for mi la.
si bei sot this kind of ppl sia .
thinking wat is their mind fooling ppl around.
i have enough still gt alots of things just that i dun wanna say out onli.
thinking wat i easy to bully la .come n try mi out la.
i dun speak cos i wanna ren n dun wanna behave like kids.
but if u too over i can just say everythings out throw ur kids face n kids mind out.
dun ever come in my life again i have enough .

thinking should be happy n enjoy de day.
but am totally wrong , i just hide one side tok to my friend.
saw them happy face but am not.
i feel like cry out but i ren n hold my tears .
if darling beside she sure understand how i feel de .
but i noe she not longer beside mi le.
darling is gone n she not longer belong to zikko ye anymore.
just hope my mind will stop thinking abt u n really treats u as friend that all..
but i noe i cant do it.
ya i going to married but my heart stand darling de most .
just that i never say .
i miss her hug n kiss alots n alots.